Friday, June 7, 2019
Some ME Time.
So, I realize that I have let a lot of things slide that were once very important to me. I don't know why I let this happen. It's not like NF has gone away....Or that we don't struggle with the symptoms anymore....Cuz, we do. In a BIG way.
It's just- Sometimes, I think, "Why Bother? What difference am I making, if I write a blog post or not...?"
Well, during the last couple of weeks, I have received a handful of emails from people who stumbled across my blog....and VERY DATED posts....Ya. So. I kinda suck.
Life is busy. Crazy. And just sometimes - It's easier to stay in my own little world- And not share. But....This goes against EVERYTHING I want.
Yesterday, I called in sick to work. Now, yes, before you ask....I am legit sick. Could I have pushed through...and gone in..? Yeah...sure. I mean, I haven't called in sick to this job in over 4 yrs...So ya, I COULD have made it in....But you know what...? Yesterday...I put ME first...And the theater...is still standing (as far as I know...LOL)
But, this got me thinking...About what it is I REALLY want to be doing with my life.
Managing a theater has its perks, don't get me wrong....But it's definitely not my passion. I want to be OUT there. Talking, Uplifting.
I'm going to try to rein this blog back into what it is meant to be...
Thank you to those who have hung in there!