I don't know what's wrong with me. I just can't seem to get myself motivated to blog...or be active in NF groups anymore. When I try....I witness so much negativity...so much anger....And I don't know, just so much misinformation. I want to jump in and say stuff....But, I just feel like the effort isn't worth it.
That HAS to change. I mean, what has 'THRIVING with NEUROFIBROMATSOSIS' become?
I'm going to wipe off the cobwebs and just do this.
I AM still 'THRIVING' - Just not as actively. (how dumb)
Quarantine is over...and basically, things are going back to 'normal'. And I have been working as a preschool teacher for over a year, I love it. When I say this...I don't mean, it's a great job....I mean...It's a PERFECT job!
I have wanted to this exact thing, since I was a young pre-teen, going to work with my mom. She loved what she did....and it showed.
So when this opportunity came at BH....I was so excited!
Speaking of my mom.
She has been dead now since Dec 1st of this year...And I just can't get used to the idea that she's gone.
I hate death. I hate that things just keep going. I miss her so much. I want to call her up- to ask for advise - I want to thank her for all of the really cool resources I am using, thanks to her. I literally inherited an ENTIRE schools worth of supplies!
I'll do a separate post about my mom...and what happened to her.
For now, I re-joined a few NF groups....and I will slowly start to get back involved.